a note to my daughter...

My daughter and I have not been able to talk for over a year due to some chocies and decisions she has made in her life. I love her dearly and now that you can only teach your children so much and then what they choose to do with it is strictly up to them. I wrote this to her on her 20th birthday since I could not see her.

 You know we do the best as parents and do our best to teach our children right from wrong and then when they turn 18 its their choice on what they do with it. They dont always see clearly. Trust me i know this all to well. 20 YEARS AGO TODAY I GAVE BIRTH TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL THERE HAS TO BE. GRANTED HER CHOICES HAVE BEEN SCREWED UP AND SHE HAS DONE WRONG BUT TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY AND I KNOW IT BEEN BROUGHT ON HER OWN BUT I STILL HAVE TO POST SOMETHING TO MAKE MY PAIN A LITTLE MORE BEARABLE. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT UNDERSTAND I AM SORRY, SHE IS STILL MY CHILD WHETHER I HAVE CONTACT WITH HER OR NOT. BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO UNDERSTAND THANKS FOR STANDING BEHIND ME IN THIS LAST YEAR IT HAS HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY.





HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY KRISTIN AYN BREWSTER....... ONE DAY THIS ROAD WILL BE REPAIRED. I DO LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY.. LOVE MOM...I SEND MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS FOR YOU TO SEE THE CLEAR ROAD AND USE YOUR TIME TO PRAY AND MAKE YOURSELF STRONGER...

THIS IS WHEN IT WAS GOOD.. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...