This is the side of hurt and heartbreak over many years that alot of people dont express. They just move on with life and let it eat away at their souls. I myself have been told to always express myself. This is just a poem, So if you read it and go to trip out on me dont plan on speaking cause it is my form of expression .. This is just a poem i have no intentions on hurting myself. i just needed to get the hurt out on paper.
People see the smile on the outside. They don't see the pain and tears I cry on the inside. The pain I live with everyday is a pain that wont go away. Even with the nice things you seem to say. Some people say its all in my head. That's not what they will say when I am dead.
My heart is heavy, my sight is dim, this pain has nothing to do with You or Him. This pain is all my own, As I sit in the dark with no one to talk to on this phone.
Hurt and confused is how I stay, I fight these demons everyday. No way out they wont let go. It does not matter through rain or snow, their ugly faces they will show.
The chance to smile is something I long to do again.
No where to turn and no where to go. Just a fake smile on the outside for me to show. The past for so long I have tried to escape. But the pain intensifies and doesn't go away or fade. It will stay with me until my dying day.
Once I am gone, my pain will leave, people will cry and a few will wonder why . They will look for clue and try to figure out what to do.
For those who are hurt and shed some tears I have loved you now for so many years. Go on with your life and smile each day.
Cause I am with God now in everyway
People see the smile on the outside. They don't see the pain and tears I cry on the inside. The pain I live with everyday is a pain that wont go away. Even with the nice things you seem to say. Some people say its all in my head. That's not what they will say when I am dead.
My heart is heavy, my sight is dim, this pain has nothing to do with You or Him. This pain is all my own, As I sit in the dark with no one to talk to on this phone.
Hurt and confused is how I stay, I fight these demons everyday. No way out they wont let go. It does not matter through rain or snow, their ugly faces they will show.
The chance to smile is something I long to do again.
No where to turn and no where to go. Just a fake smile on the outside for me to show. The past for so long I have tried to escape. But the pain intensifies and doesn't go away or fade. It will stay with me until my dying day.
Once I am gone, my pain will leave, people will cry and a few will wonder why . They will look for clue and try to figure out what to do.
For those who are hurt and shed some tears I have loved you now for so many years. Go on with your life and smile each day.
Cause I am with God now in everyway
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