Redoing things

The last few weeks of class started presenting a challenge for me. I have found myself being sick worse then I had thought. Also returning to work after being out six months, I found having to redo a schedule so that I had alloted time to spend with school work, children and home time. I rarely ever have "ME" time. I have become accustomed to not having that. I feel lost at times and have to walk away and refocus. This week is when I have just put everything down and walked away. I did nothing towards school work Wednesday or Thursday. I worked Friday, came home did stuff here in the house that needed to be done and started to feel overwhelmed again. I walked away again, then finally I told myself that I needed to buckle back to it and redo my schedule. Off to the computer I went printed out my schedule list that has the times listed and all, grabbed a pen and started writing. I developed it the way I had up until this term. I now feel as if even with this term ending soon, I have a wonderful schedule laid out to work for the rest of my schooling. The schedule I have come to terms with gives me plenty of time for everyone in my house to have time with me. I have plenty of time to devote to school. Time to rest(sleep), and maybe a hour or two through out the week for nana to escape to calgon land. I dont know what set me off track this term. Maybe the few deaths I have had to deal with and being sick. My body just seemed to have shut down. However, I am back full force. Thank you to my friends who have stood by me and understood me being distant.